I Don’t Wanna Go Back

I took this week off because it was my birthday. I didn’t want to be at work. I wanted to do things for me. What I loved most about this week was all of the things I was able to do for you. I was able to cook you a meal I haven’t made in years. I searched for something you have wanted me to find for months. I have done household chores I know you appreciate. My favorite was greeting you naked and in my collar when you came home from work.

Doing things with you in mind was the best gift I gave myself.

I don’t want to go back to work but I know that serves you too so I will try to do it without sorrow.


5 thoughts on “I Don’t Wanna Go Back

  1. Happy belated Birthday!
    I am jealous that you can do things that get appreciated 😉
    And happy for you that you can see work as something you want to do because you know it serves your husband. This shows a level of connection that I can only long for.

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  2. Reblogged this on toraprincess and commented:

    This was two years ago and it is how I feel again tonight. Back to work after time off always sucks. At least I only have two weeks and then I’m off for another week. I should put a few things on my to-do list for that week that are centered around him.


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