Watching him fix the window in the van. I’m in awe. How does he know how to do this? I didn’t question him. “Do you know what you are doing?” (I don’t do that now.) I trusted that he did. Later when I thanked him for fixing the window. (I do that now.) He said I have no idea how I got it put back together. I laughed and he said No I’m serious I couldn’t find a diagram anywhere. I guessed.
Laying in the crook of his arm while he talked about our fantasy football team I was in awe. It is something we are doing together even though I know nothing about it. I just listen to him talk stats. I’ve never paid attention before and now it’s fascinating to listen to him.
I am in awe of this male creature. Yes they are different but so amazing. When I stop thinking they are stupid and incapable I can truly appreciate everything they bring to the table. When I allow myself to feel vulnerable and protected in his care I wonder why I didn’t try this years ago.