Truth is I’m not sure what I want. I think my Needs post was a good start. I’ve been pushing him to read and research and yet do I want him to blindly follow whatever he finds out there? No. I’m pretty sure I don’t. Reading another post yesterday made me realize how much that could backfire. I will communicate what I need and hopefully he will read and take what fits him. Honestly he has been doing just fine without it. Certain things must be researched that require technique and safety but just the daily interactions the actual development of his dominant character is all him. He can read tips or tricks but his personality is his personality. He can only be what he is and channel that in to ways that I express desire for or he sees need.
Daddy just be the loveable fun caring man I married. Support me by guiding me knowing that is what I desire. For when I push you I don’t want you to back down. I am running to you. Please don’t step out of the way.