I was on the bathroom floor crying because that’s where I go. It’s not like I have my own room. He came in and ordered me to stand up and clean myself up. He used a loud demanding voice that he does not normally use. I considered if I would comply. I stood up and stood there with my back to him. He came back in and again demanded I clean up. I ripped the Kleenex out of the box causing it to fall to the floor. I blew my nose and threw the tissue toward the trash can but it didn’t make it. Once again with that tone I was ordered to pick up the box and the tissues. I was pissed off. For one the incident to cause my being upset in the first place and two because NOW he gets all bossy?! What gives him the right now to be that way? I however did as told.
That’s the key though isn’t it?
There wasn’t some time out to the power I’d given him just because I was upset. If I’m serious about this I will prove to him that I will follow his direction even when I might feel he doesn’t deserve it. Truth is he does deserve it and he has my complete faith.