❤️ this! So freeing
And I feel the thing that I’ve never had the courage to believe: I don’t need to try so hard.
I don’t need to know how.
So, for this moment, I screw knowing. I screw trying.
Fuck ’em both, for just a succulent second.
I breathe, grounding myself in the steady rising and falling of my chest.
I explore this precious moment, diving headfirst into the bouquet of dripping, juicy beauty that’s available here.
I sigh, seeing for the first time that I already am everything I need to be.