word vomit

not feeling like writing; not knowing what to write; have an idea, start, decide why bother

changes of 2018 are slow, and fast – does that make sense?  not fast enough in the switching jobs and yet for someone who doesn’t like change …

boss quit 2 weeks ago and i am overwhelmed, relieved, jealous, confused

my 2 new favorite phrases “i am one person” (and there are 200 of you) and “i don’t know” (and I really don’t care much anymore)

no Mr CIO you cannot “just plug it in and it will work”  omfg

i went to a networking event for the new career Mingling! I HATE MINGLING I Suck at it  Thankfully a few other people made introductions… no clue what their names are 🙄  … but they gave out STICKERS!!!!   Instant reward I ❤ it

i should jot things down as soon as they happen. Daddy and I had a hilarious conversation the other night but all i can remember is it started with me saying “my tits look awesome in this lighting”

Daddy suggested a little topic of Disney crossovers   Elsa riding the carpet with Aladdin and others but I just can’t wrap my brain around that.   Is it just me? maybe I’m a pureist

“Be patient with me. I’m not perfect.” sigh Yes Daddy. I know i have issues when he falls from that pedestal i have put him on.

in 2 months and 1 hour we will have been married 25 years … silly Daddy married me when I was 4 lol

it’s past my bedtime…

i saw a hawk eating a squirrel 😦

crayons smell good in a coffee can (metal can)

good night john boy


Q & A

Daddy do you ever think you will let me color your penis?

Circle of Life

We have a pair of hawks with a nest in the tree next door. Tonight, I was able to spot at least one baby with the binoculars!  These things are so beautiful to watch. Just one minor problem….

I know the beautiful things need to eat but I would prefer they not use my chimney as their dining table. There are feathers all over the yard, I have found a beak and picked up bones in the yard. I did not appreciate the squirrel fur blowing off the roof. ☹

I may have intercepted a few of their attempts to pick off my squirrels. Hey if they do it in front of me I am gonna lean out the window yelling “Runnnnnnnnnn”.



ME and this blog

I changed the tag line on my site months ago. It was “a married woman’s journey into D/s” or something like that. I’ve been uncomfortable with that for some time. One night I changed it to just “ME”.  There’s no pressure to live up to that because that is truth. I’m me.

I started this blog to connect with others and form friendships. I also wanted to tell my story to encourage others like me. I was discouraged by some because I didn’t follow their teachings. With No one true way there needs to be more than one example of how to go about things. So maybe most won’t relate to my story but I think it’s possible there could be another person out there like me. Scary as that may seem. 🙂

I don’t know where this blog is going … if anywhere. I do know it is not a D/s blog. It’s definitely not a sex blog. It’s a blog about me. It’s got some D/s elements. It has sex, though it’s not an everyday thing. It has coloring pictures and tributes to my husband of twenty-five years that I adore and call Daddy, in and out of the bedroom. 😉  It also has squirrels and not enough #extremesquirrelporn.

Whatever it is, it is real.