I’m hitting 40 we’ve been married 22 years and the kids are all high school and beyond.
For years I have been trying to find a way to express just how much my love for my husband has grown over the years. I felt a great need to take our relationship to another level but I never knew what that consisted of. I wrote him letters trying to express those feelings but it never seemed enough.
Then one day while reading D/s erotica the lightbulb just went off. This could be the answer I was looking for. The kinky sex is definitely great but I could have that without submitting to him. I want to allow him to lead and demonstrate my complete faith and trust in him.
I also found that I really want to feel his control in all aspects of our life. I feel more secure in our relationship and in my own mind believing and trusting that he has us.
I have spent a lot of time reading many D/s blogs. I find it is much easier for me to identify with what someone else wrote and in that I have been drawn to the Dd/bg relationship. I’m still discovering but I am finding such comfort in knowing that I am not alone and so much more of my life is making sense now.