I’ve been struggling lately and I assume my anxiety is intensified by my hormones. Sometimes it’s just grand being a woman.
I texted Daddy today and told him I was struggling emotionally. He gave me an assignment for the day and checked in frequently. When I got home he removed my socks and shoes and my pants. tee hee I love it when he dresses/undresses me. He had me put on pj’s. I got extra pets and cuddles tonight.
It helps to be able to tell him that I’m struggling. In the past it all just came out as anger.
I’ll get it.
No. Oh ok.
Did you think I was gonna run out there naked?
No I just don’t want you to have to do things because I fucked up.
You didn’t fuck up. You forgot to bring the pillow. That does not meet fucked up level.
Now I had him laughing. He was saying that is how he keeps himself on task. I said NO that is how you keep yourself stressed out!
I do my best to bring laughter and joy to his life. I also try my damndest to get him to lighten up.
I had to drive a chicken somewhere today. Why? Because she had to get to the other location.
I turned the radio down so that we could converse. She was rather a low talker. I let her ride upfront because really how often is she going to get to do that. Do not worry she was properly buckled.
I received a call tonight that a classmate of my oldest committed suicide. Small school group – only 9 of them when they graduated 8th grade.
I have such heartache for his mother.
I called and talked to all of my children tonight and told them I love them.
Reach out – Seek help – Your life matters!